Something amazing happened to me last night. This is another amazing experience. I dont want to say that I do not have many miracles. I truly believe I experience many, but last night I was given a reminder about what I have been struggling with for the past few years.
The dream that I just had last night was pretty brief, but I remembered the main parts. Before I went to bed, I opened my Disease and Disorder book and worked on my heart organ. There is a section that talked about why people feel heart pain. To name a few, it mentioned people who have had many relationships may think they are still with these individuals subconsciously. Another a subconscious belief that a person could be angry and resentful towards their parents. One that may relate to me is without carrying the belief, “I know what it feels like to receive love easily.”
I KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO RECEIVE LOVE EASILY
I asked Creator to instill these feelings because I was feeling this tightness in my chest. As I was asking Creator to work on this belief with me, I felt this vibration in my left side of my chest. It was slightly painful but at the same time I knew Creator was doing something. When Creator was done the pain was gone.
I havent remembered my dreams for a long while. It could be because I have a dreamcatcher and I wear Hematite crystals on my shoulders when I sleep. Theres a reason I wore these, but that is a different story or blog post. An interesting dream happened……
It felt like I was in a house or hotel. I was living in it comfortably but there was a man I knew that shared the same living space area. I was avoiding him and pretending that I didnt know him. I felt within my heart in this dream that I was afraid of him. But there was a moment in this dream where I walked by him and he grabbed my wrist. He pulled me into a different room. We had a private talk and he said that he missed me. He said that he has been wanting to speak to me for the longest time. I placed both my hands on both his cheeks and said to him, “I will always always love you. Don’t forget that.”
The dream seemed as if we had a ong conversation about a confession of our feelings of not speaking to eachother. I cannot go into the details because I cant remember it. But it was confessions.
I really wished I didnt wake up just yet. That dream really was like a big relief. There are a few things that made me think about the FEAR. That is probably something I think I need to work on.